these last few days have just been ones that we cross off the calendar, as we wait for the beginning of the next round of tackling the cancer.
Joe has been at his apartment, trying to have a few "normal" days as what is coming next looms over his head.
I think the reality of some of what has been said and what we might have to hear,has hit our parents. They have cancelled all of their other "outside" activities so they will be able to help out when they can.
Of course, Deb and I are basically on call and will do what we can.
As of now, Joe is determined to try and do as much on his own as he can... but as the treatments continue on, we hope he realizes or should I say, remembers, he does have a great support system.
He has told Deb that he is scared.. which I am glad he can vocalize. This shows that he is not putting up a front for his support system and does not feel he has to be macho.
In a way, I kind of hope Wednesday would never come... but I guess we have to let it,so he can show this disease who is boss!.
the easy part is truly behind us.... we can see the start of the upside of the mountain as the time gets closer. Guess we need to go and get our hiking boots and back packs.
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